Friday, April 20, 2007

Bye Bye!

Yesterday was Angela's last day but I missed it because i was at home on MC. Wonder if it was a blessing in disguise because it made saying "Bye" a lot less... sad. Still it was hard driving into the school carpark and not seeing her car anymore. Quite a big wallop that says even my best friend at work has left this dumpster of a place and I'm gonna be alone. Felt like shit on a Friday morning, and it ain't the virus talking either.

It is perhaps of small wonder that i fell sick on Wednesday just before the farewell lunch which i have helped planned. Dunno sick or sad or what... but i couldn't eat much and absolutely have no interest in the food or the farewell speeches etc. Everyone seems pretty cheerful and all but man, i felt like a car wreck. Sadness and virus is quite a lethal combination.

Surreal. Now that Angela is gone, i find it a bit stressful that i'll no longer have a safe harbor to 'hide' myself whenever i am trying to avoid certain people at work. Used to be, Angela's room is a great place to be when i wanted to 'bitch' about someone or just vent my frustrations, she would also cover for me when people comes around to harass me. I think the other girls now occupying the room will find that a tad bit odd. Looks like there won't be much of a safe haven to let off steam now.

Sigh.

5 comments:

JungC said...

please lah, you kuku head.
I'm just a MSN away.

Aurorin said...

Msn is not quite real life right? Duh :P

leonnie said...

though we can't replace Angela, but the rest of the PPG will still be around, err... at least for some of us. And, err... how about video conferencing with Angela over msn? haha...

Aurorin said...

leonnie: Ahh.. hehe all the PPG splitting up in the next coming mths le.. quite sad.. but then i guess all for the better la..

ahh.. video conferencing can only two pple at a time on msn.. I saw wilk using skype with my brother the other day.. looks nice! Angela should get!

JungC said...

Skype I have! Juts that its not set up yet. I lazy. Plus..dial up sucks k!